From where you are...

Death is forever...


Today and tomorrow mark the anniversary of Sabrina's death.  I say both days because she died on a Sunday morning, but it was on September 20, 2009.  Why does time go so fast?  Why do we pray for the future, yet wish for the past?  Somethings I just wish were frozen in time.  Wednesday, September 15th was especially hard for me since it was Sabrina's birthday.  It would have been her 30th.  Her birthday last year was the last time I spoke to her.  :(  She died 5 days later.


What I wouldn't give to change things.  What I wouldn't give to have just prayed a little bit harder for her.  Talked to her more, been there for her through all of her trials.  It's hard to ask myself these questions, knowing I can't do anything about it now.